Bill Mcclure : 自身の abduction 体験を語る
前置き
タイトルの件を扱った 古い TV 番組の動画。
彼の証言とスケッチには、abduction 体験の本質がよく顕れている。
冒頭から 11:40 の部分は、記録するほどではない内容(*1)なので、以下では省略している。
(*1)
アルコール中毒で仕事も失い、人生が終わりかけたが、多数の時計を集め時計を毎日の時刻合わせに没頭することで、破滅の瀬戸際から脱した…という話。彼の友人たちもアルコール中毒で死亡したと。まだ飲酒を完全にやめてはいないと。
コメント 1
アルコール中毒による幻覚だと判断する。アルコール中毒による妄想は飲酒を制限した時（例：入院し、飲酒できなくなった時）に発生することも多い。彼の場合は飲酒だけではなく、幻覚剤もやっていた可能性が高い。アルコール摂取は合法だが、幻覚剤は違法なので大っぴらに口に出せないだけだろう。
彼はキリスト教信者として育ったので、妄想の中核にしてキリスト教的なモチーフが幾つも埋め込まれている。
彼が 時計（＝時間）に強く執着するのは、キリスト教の 終末思想に影響された妄想（全面核戦争）に浸っているからだろう。妄想にタイムマシンが登場するのも同じ理由。
コメント 2
200個弱の時計を毎日、1時間弱の時間をかけて時刻合わせする手間暇を考えると、彼のスケッチに描かれた abduction 体験を捏造だと決めつけるのは無理がある。
そして冒頭のスケッチを見ると、彼の abduction 体験は他の大勢の報告する abduction 体験と酷似している部分が少なくない。だとすると、
- 彼のような幻覚による abduction 体験
と同様の理由（＝詳しい機序が未解明の幻覚）で
- 他の大勢が体験してきたよくある abduction 体験
も生じていると考えると辻褄が合う。つまり、未知の知性体によって abduction が引き起こされているのではなく、
- 人々が一般世間に普及した UFO/ET 神話に影響され、
- 詳しい機序は未解明だが、
- UFO/ET/abduction という類似したモチーフの幻覚を体験している
と判断できる。
切り出し静止画
画像ファイルの末尾の数値が該当時刻に相当。
（左端上部に多数の時計に似た計器が並んでいることに留意）
Youtube 動画(56:50)
Truly Bizarre ALIEN Abduction Memories of a Man Who Was Obsessed with Time & Clocks
FasterWhisper AI(large-v2 model) + DeepL(2024-07 model)
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My parents moved from Ohio to Tucson, Arizona, and immediately bought this little house located at 4765 East Baker Street. At around 1950 is when this picture was taken, and it was around this time that I had my first abduction. I was far too young to remember it, but my parents told me about it. My parents told me that they loaded up this convertible here, and little Junior in a car seat, sitting in between the two of them, as this car only had the one seat in the front, and we went to the bottom of Sabino Canyon. My parents said that this disc, or saucer, flew above this car for approximately 30 minutes. (0:12:49)
According to what they told me, there was a bunch of colored lights running around the outer edge of the disc, with a white light emanating out of the bottom of the craft, pointing directly over their car. Again, this was around 1950. I must have been around two years old. As I have said before, I was far too young to remember my first experience, but I do remember my parents telling me about it. (0:13:31)
This is a drawing I made according to what my parents told me happened. That is their convertible at the bottom of Sabino Canyon, around 1950. I don't remember anything with UFOs or anything else until around 1957. Now, my grandmother on my father's side was also an abductee, and she died October 3rd, 1957. October 4th, Sputnik was launched. It was around this time that this craft came down by my window. (0:14:28)
And as I remember it as a child of nine years old in 1957, I remember going to my bedroom window where I wanted to look at the moon. This up here I thought was a moon. And as I looked at it, I saw like a little tiny star leave this side of the moon, make a circle around the moon, and then in a flash it went down and across, and the next thing I knew it was right in front of my window, glowing orange with yellow portholes also glowing. (0:15:23)
And the next thing I remember was running out of my bedroom, telling my parents to come quick that Sputnik was just outside my window. And of course they thought it was just a dream, but I knew that this was more than a dream. But I didn't understand back then what was going on with me or why. Not that I know a hell of a lot more now. (0:15:54)
The following are just drawings that come into my conscious memory. So, I draw them. This one here probably is an examination table. Looking up at them, some kind of a gas mask that they use to put you out. All kinds of things hanging from the ceiling, lights, lights and creatures. I did this drawing back March 10th of 92, and this was before I'd seen any movies with humans and tanks or any of that kind of stuff. (0:17:02)
This all came out later. (0:17:04)
I'm not sure what this is or what it means. I don't think I really want to know. Just another drawing. Nothing that really flashed into consciousness, just something I wanted to draw. The thing that does strike a bell in my consciousness are these vents that I've drawn, circulating vents. Somehow that's familiar. There's another memory that is in the conscious mind. I remember being on one of the examining tables. (0:17:58)
And something saying, take him full out. And they killed me. I was no longer human. I don't know if it's what you call spirit or what. But I remember a place where I was with my dead grandmother. And there were marble pillars with books on them. And I was with my grandmother, and this old man came into this room that was filled with like a fog or a mist. (0:18:49)
And he went to the last pillar and was opening a book. And I was so scared, and I asked my grandmother, where are we? And she said, this is a place of judgment. And she said, those who are written in these books are in the Lamb's Book of Life, and that this is my judgment time. This I remember. I don't remember anymore. And later this really bothered me. (0:19:29)
And in the summer of 92, I was directed in scripture to Acts 10. If anyone has a Bible, I beg you to read it all. It's a UFO experience about a vessel descending down from heaven. And if you read it all, you'll come to verse 42. Which says, ordained of God to be the judge of the quick and the dead. The quick means the living. (0:20:11)
So this event could have taken place. I don't know. I called Bud Hopkins, UFO researcher in New York, and told him of this memory. And he said he doubts that it happened. He believes that the creatures put this in my mind for who knows what reason. I don't know. I just feel like a toy. Something to be used, experimented with, and I don't like it. (0:20:52)
I really don't. This is a drawing I made of a machine that I had a dream of back in the summer of 92. I dreamt that I was placed in this chair. Heads up here, buttocks there, legs extended down. And this outer ring moves back and forth. And this table also moves. And when you're placed in this chair, this outer ring slides down, putting this table in front of you. (0:21:34)
And you're there for a while. And this machine can rotate you around this way as well as counter-clockwise the other way. It'll turn multi-different ways. I was upside down with no feeling of being upside down other than seeing the floor and everything was upside down. There was no feeling of gravity. But I did know what was up and down in my dream. And this is a drawing of that dream. (0:22:11)
I drew this on June 30th, 1992. This is a picture of an abduction that took place in 1967. In the Tucson Desert, I was with a girlfriend of mine named Althea Rigglesworth. That following summer, Althea was killed in an automobile accident. (0:22:53)
And she knew it was going to happen. She told me about it. And I thought she was just a nut, a real basket case. I don't know, you know, she said that she was going to die. And that she could see I didn't love her now, but she would come back to me in another form and someday I would love her. And I thought she was crazy, but she died. (0:23:25)
And creatures got her and me back in 1967. In July of 1992, I kept having this dream of this. In my dream, it was a flying triangle. Purple in color with white light on the borders and round circles of light inside and a ring of light inside. I don't know what it means, but it haunted me until I put it on paper. And this was back in July of 1992. Now that I think of it, I think it was also the summer of 92 when I had an abduction that landed me in the University of Arizona Psychiatric Ward. And that's a whole other story. (0:24:41)
On March 25th, 1978, I had a party at my little apartment. I'd been sober for over a year and I couldn't believe that I could have people over and have fun without alcohol. But we did, we ate ice cream, we joked, we laughed. I took this one guy home. He lived way out past Santa Fe Air Mission. And we arrived in his backyard, I guess around 1.30. And we were talking about how powerful God is, how he can change one's life if you just let him. (0:25:34)
And we had some prayer and off and on until about 3 o'clock. And then just before 3, Andy, the fellow that was with me, wanted to start out a last prayer before going to bed because it was late. And I ended the prayer in closing by saying, If there is any doubt in my mind or Andy's mind that you are real and do exist, I pray that you will remove that doubt and prove to us beyond a shadow of a doubt in Jesus' name that you are real and do exist. (0:26:18)
The prayer was over at exactly 3 a.m. And at exactly 3 a.m. the heavens started lighting up like a big moon rising. And I said to Andy, I said, wow, look at that full moon coming up. Isn't that something? Check that out. And Andy had this stupid look on his face and he's pointing out his window. So I look across out his window and there's the moon. (0:26:50)
So I turned back around at this thing that's rising and I said, well, what's this? And it kept getting brighter and brighter as it rose from the heavens. And I said to Andy, wow, I bet this is the northern lights. And he said, no, I don't think so. We're not facing north. At this time, all I could think of is that this was the second coming of our Lord and all did I have to pee. (0:27:19)
Got out of my car, took a leak, and as this thing continued to crest, it finally crested out as it is in this drawing. (0:27:29)
Hollow in the center, you could see through it. And this brilliant white light in the clouds, I've never seen anything like it. It was something to remember. This light show lasted exactly seven minutes and I've never forgotten it. Andy and I come dawn, called the Sheriff's Department, Mount Palomar Observatory, the Sheriff's Department. No one had seen anything. It's like we were the only two to see it. (0:28:06)
And it was seven minutes that I will never forget. As time and faith in the Lord Jesus Christ got me sober, clear thinking, I saw the movie The Philadelphia Experiment. And was horrified to find out that this movie, and I strongly advise anyone who has not seen the movie, to run, don't walk, run down to Blockbuster Video, rent the movie, and know that what you are watching is not science fiction. (0:28:51)
This shit happened, folks. And I also suggest you go down to your library and get this book called The Montauk Project. Experiments in Time. The minute I saw the horse on the cover of this book, it sent shivers through my body. It flashed me back to a time of childhood. Something very hauntingly familiar, uneasily familiar. What the book cover failed to show was the bombed out craters around the Montauk horse. (0:29:39)
Also, there's like four roads leading into the horse. And everything has been destroyed. Truly the end of time. I discovered in The Montauk Project that we have time machines, and we were able to take them forward in time, according to the book, to the year 6037 A.D., where time ends. According to Al Belick, a man involved in the Philadelphia experiment, he claims to say that all time machines all over the world are now clicking out at the year 2013. And I am praying and hoping that this is the return of our Lord Jesus Christ. This is all too familiar, a tunnel in which you can walk into this area, this place, another time. (0:30:54)
It's spooky to say the least. My research has told me so far, I understand that there's 25 time machines scattered about. Besides Montauk. I've come to understand that Tucson, Arizona, had its own time machine right here. It was called the Integletron. It was in the 1950s. It was located on North Campbell Road. It was either at Campbell and River Road or Campbell and Roger Road. This can be checked on. (0:31:53)
It was sponsored by the University of Arizona. Some branch of the government, as well as an electronics firm. It was called an Integletron. And since then, the whole machine, foundation and all, built without any nails or any form of metal. The whole operation was moved to Utah. And it's no longer here in Tucson. But back when all this UFO stuff was happening to me as a child, it was here. (0:32:27)
This is a drawing I have seen in my mind's eye. A big building made of gray block with some kind of military figure in a cap in a dark blue or black uniform. (0:32:53)
Venetian blinds with eyes looking out at what's going on. Strange symbols above. A thing of crystal of some type where a naked human would sit in a lotus position. And they turn on this machinery and he just vanishes in a blue-white light. And I guess it's changed into some form of energy that can be moved to other places. All too familiar. This is a drawing I did called The Other Side of Montauk. They can create these tunnels of energy from one world to the next. (0:34:08)
And you merely just walk through these tunnels in a non-flesh form. You go right through an antenna and down into the planet. Come in here, down this antenna, and then into another machine like the last drawing where you would reappear. A UFO landing pad here. This is like a big thick glass of crystal or ice or something. But it's clear. This is just a drawing that I believe came from a movie or a television series called The Time Tunnel. Where people would walk up these steps and into this tunnel. (0:35:29)
And as you'd step off into each area it would be a different time. As I say, I think this is from a movie or a TV series called The Time Tunnel. Those who research I'm sure can tell for sure. I just don't know. But I do remember, like I say, I think it was a TV show called The Time Tunnel. And of course in the show there were no creatures like this, but I added that just because I know they do exist. (0:36:10)
This I believe was some kind of a sign on the wall where I was. I remember something with symbols with black and yellow borders. And for those who do the research, maybe somebody else has been drawing the same thing. I just thought I'd add it to add to the knowledge that's out there. I've read the Montauk Project and their explanation of time travel. (0:37:08)
And I was given this as also an answer as to what we are doing. I don't know what it is. Maybe it's just my opinion or something filtering through. I don't know. But I'm here to give it. That's why I'm making this tape, to add to the pool of knowledge. I believe that Mars was inhabited at one time. And that Earth is just a mere image of what happened on Mars. Someday our Earth will look just as barren and empty as Mars. And I believe that when we experience déjà vu, we are experiencing what happened at another time in another place right here on Mars. I believe we've all lived here the same lives we're living now, learning the same lessons that we're learning now, but a different place, a different time. (0:38:23)
The Bible says, for the first heaven and the first Earth were passed away and there was no more sea. Well, we know that Mars is red because of the rust on the planet. It's burned out. (0:38:42)
What would be left of Earth if the seas dried up and we nuked this world? What would happen to our cars, our buildings, our little precious toys? They would all turn to rust and we'd look just like Mars. And then it goes on to say, and I saw a new heaven and a new Earth, which I believe is our planet Earth now as we know it. (0:39:08)
And ancient writings can back me up. The Sphinx, for example, also called Ark Or. The devil, it says in 1 Peter 5.8, the devil was a roaring lion walking about to seek whom he may devour. Ark Or, the Sphinx, its meaning is the end of the beginning connected to the beginning of the end. Now that makes a lot of sense. We now believe that there is a Sphinx head just like this on Mars. And then there's the one on Earth. Now does this make sense? (0:40:00)
The end of the beginning. If Mars was the first Earth, okay, it was the beginning. And they also ended it. The end of the beginning connected to the beginning of the end. In other words, this is all she's going to write, folks. This is it. If anyone is interested in going into this further with me, there are ways of doing so. It's too complicated to try and explain here, but I'm just giving some surface here as to what I think things mean. (0:41:12)
Why Mars looks so much like Earth in degrees and latitude. And remember, there's a difference in time between God's time and ours. It says in scripture that one day to God, 24 hours, is 1,000 Earth years. So let's keep that also in mind in our studies. And work together on this. And there's answers out here, folks. We just got to look for them. (0:41:46)
These are just other drawings that I felt like doing when I had nothing else to do. I call this one, There Was a Great War in Heaven and Still Is. When I drew this symbol, it takes me back to a memory of the Catalina Mountains. Red uniforms, black boots, a very uneasy feeling. But I had to get it on paper and look at it and see it. (0:42:58)
I don't like it. I think that's pretty much self-explanatory. For when he comes, he shall come with a loud noise and shake the earth terribly. And then the dead in Christ shall rise first. And those that are living in Christ shall be caught up in the clouds in the air to meet them. Hallelujah. Let's get this over with. Here's looking at you, sweetheart. (0:43:58)
In this exact spot, on this couch, in this tiny apartment, I found what appears to be... a little piece of glass. And when you live in a house of clocks, you get concerned when you see something that looks like a broken clock. And yet upon further examination of the apartment, there was nothing broken. (0:51:30)
And yet somehow this just appeared on the couch as you see it now. Here's a shot of the glass, or whatever it is. I don't know what it is, but I am not going to throw it out. Shortly after finding this little piece of whatever, I found another piece. This piece I found in my doorway as you come in this spacious front door here. (0:52:11)
And it was on the floor right where you see it now. And it is very, very, very sharp. It is beveled on the edges. Most unusual piece. Like I say, I have no idea what it is. But it's not of anything that is broken in the apartment. Like I have said before, I am not about to get rid of this stuff. Not just yet. (0:52:59)
In my father's records I found a bill here from a Dr. Albert R. Hahn. H-A-H-N It's dated October 31st, 1957. It's for a psychological examination. Now this tells me that there was definitely something going on horrendous in my life back in October of 57. This stuff was really happening to me. And this is just further proof that definitely in October must have been the month of my visitation. (0:54:01)
I was nine years old then and my grandmother had just died. And I'm still putting more of the pieces together. Trying to shed light, add to the information pool. Some brief information about my father. He was a legal advisor for the Registrar of Contractors. It was a state job. He knew Barry Goldwater, Senator Barry Goldwater that is. And I have come to know that Senator Barry Goldwater was very much interested in UFOs. And I just wonder if my father had anything to do with Barry Goldwater in regards to UFOs. And if so, how did that tie into me? It makes me wonder a little bit. (0:55:03)
Since I still collect clocks and various timepieces, I would like to share this timepiece with you viewers. It's a watch with the UFOs on it. I've only found this one watch. I've been looking for another one as a spare or a backup. And I can't find another one. But boy, I'm sure grateful for this one. And I think it is so neat that I'd like to share it with those who are watching. (0:55:47)
UFOs and time and space, they all go together. They all fit. And speaking of time and space, on the Eldridge, they use the number 724. Since 1981, that has been my address, 724. I suppose the fact that the number on the Eldridge in my street address is just nothing more than coincidence. But then again, maybe nothing on this planet is just by coincidence. (0:56:36)
Like I say, somehow I just know that I'm involved with something to do with time. (0:56:46)
(2024-02-02)